best buddies

The best kind of people are the ones that come into your life, and make you see the sun when you once saw clouds. The people that believe in you so much, you start to believe in you too. The people that love you, simply for being you. 
So many great times filled with love and laughter.

We never lose friends, we simply learn who the real ones are :)
See you on top, sweethearts.

warm regards

gimana kabar kalian? udah lama bgt ga cerita2 ya, mau cerita ah, biar nanti kalo lg bosen ada bacaan haha.

jadi sekarang gue udah kelas 3, bentar lagi kuliah, ga kerasa ya? kenapa waktu semakin pendek? apakah ini tanda2 dari hari akhir? yasudah lah tugas saya hanya untuk menyiapkan diri, bukan untuk menebak-nebak.

as time passed by... banyak sekali perubahan yang terjadi, bener ternyata semakin kita besar dunia semakin kejam hwahwaha, gue banyak banget ngambil pelajaran dari orang-orang, gue banyak menemukan fakta-fakta, gue suka memperhatikan orang2 yg "sukses", gue agak suka membaca buku karna ilmu terbanyak itu adalah ber-sumber dari buku, mencari hal-hal baru, lebih serius & ga banyak ketawa kayak dulu lagi, berusaha supaya ga kayak tong kosong, meninggalkan habitat2 buruk walaupun ninggalin nongkrong itu susah bgt :( tapi i will limit it kok, berusaha biar dapet PTN, gamau sering2 nyontek dan usaha sendiri dulu, dan yang terakhir adalah ber-ibadah. everythings happen bcs i want to make my mom & dad and my grandma proud of me, i loooove them more than i love my self. i always makes them dissapointed but i promise my self i will make them happy someday. you know what? i hate myself bcs i always think about someone who's more lucky than me while basicly she's just hoki, i dont hate her but i just cant wait to see what's gonna happen with her in the future, she's just so "naif" ya but i just pretending lyk i dont care & i dont give a fuck, good luck for your life, Sis! :) i need your pray guys.. to me.. and my future.. i want to be a smart girl with a smart & nice husband, i want to be a future lawyer? or flight attendent? ah, i dont know, think about future just makes me confused -_- just hope for the best, back to the first point, make my mom & dad and grandma proud, yeah is A MUST. 

 how about my life? biasa-biasa aja, kehidupan sehari-hari ya gitu-gitu aja, nothing special, but nothing worse, alhamdulillah.. but sometimes i feel just lyk i hate my self, so much.. gue baru baca di path seseorang yang mengatakan bahwa "orang yang sering berkata kasar adalah orang yang membenci diri-nya" "orang yang terlalu sibuk dengan kegiatan-nya adalah orang yang merindukan ayah-nya" dan "orang yang tidak memperdulikan lingkungan adalah orang yang merindukan ibu-nya" gue sering bgt ngomong kasar, apakah itu pertanda? atau kah gue hanya ter-inspirasi dari my all time inspiration Mr. Cobain? well, whatever, i just feel everythings gonna be alright, i'm 16 and still learning, i surrender to you, God..

for you, 30

go fuck yourself.

all time low

HELL YEEAAAAAAAAH FINALLY THIS BAND WILL COME TO MY COUNTRYY! :*

i just bought the ticket, and get ready for the concert

and now i'm even more excited than I was before

see you on August 23rd, lurve.

So emotional, Thank-you for this song Noel.

I’ll see you somewhere down the road. It’s been a fuckin’ pleasure. @NoelGallagher

i'm so blue

Finally, the time has come. You have to go. I dont know why but its hurt very much. I will never see you again, this is isnt fair but this is what actually happen in my life. I REALLY WANT YOU TO STAY.I really want to say something for you but my brain always said no. I really miss you, i think you would never feel this way. This is feels like when you really love someone but you have to drifting away, i wont.. i swear to God im still into you.. I just wanna say, Goodluck. I wish everystep you take is the right one. I hope to see you again. 

\m/

 

idk.. i just love these albums so fuckin' much! punk goes is one of the best album i ever heard..

Punk Goes Pop 5 is seriously my favorite of the “Punk Goes…" Series.

Especially Mayday Parade's cover of Somebody that i used to know

Punk Goes Pop 5! Featuring: Memphis May Fire, Upon This Dawning, Mayday Parade, We Came As Romans, Like Moths To Flames, Breathe Carolina, Forever The Sickest Kids, Issues, The Maine, Crown The Empire, Craig Owens, The Word Alive, Secrets.

officially obsessed with the Punk Goes series. I think they’re so hilarious :p

dear, you

Gosh, word will never be able to explain. i still loved you. i regret it so much. i may never know if i will regret what i did.

where are we now? well, right now you and i aren't talking you and i have gone from strangers, to persons of interest, you're finally be my boyf,  to somewhat enemies, and now we're finally back at strangers:( why did you do this to me? ya ya i know this is my fault, im so sorry, im so sorry, im so sorry.. i dont know what should i do to apologize. what can i do to makes you comeback? i dont think i could even start to tell you how much i wish you and i were friends again, i cant even start to tell you how much i miss you and i wish you and i were on good terms again, 

Regredless, i hope youre happy now, you've already found the person who treat you the way you deserve to be treated. you will always have a place in my heart. 

But lets just be happy Strangers.

Sincerely, ME.
(ps:i wrote this with a heart attack)

THANKYOU FOR GIVING ME A LOT OF LESSONS.