6.02.2012


can we fall one more time? stop the tape and rewind.

i want things to be back to the way they were, before you met her and decided that she was better than me.


i remember those nights when we didn't want to say goodnight and we'd have those awkward fights over who would get the last goodbye.

i hate how much i still care about you even though it feels wrong.. Uuuh

i remember how it used to be, when nothing else but you & me :-(

i remember when you said how happy i made you.

i remember how wonderful it felt the first time.

i miss you, i  miss you & me! :"(

FUCK NO DAD I'M NOT OKAY. HE FUCKIN LED ME ON AND TOLD ME ALL THE RIGHT THINGS. HE EVEN MADE ME FEEL BEAUTIFUL. THE HE JUST LEFT..... I STILL DONT HATE HIM. I STILL WANT EVERY PART OF HIM, SO NO, IM NOT OKAY AT ALL. HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUH



5.25.2012

CONGRATULATION BLUES.



CHELSEA ARE THE CHAMPIONS OF EUROPE!










yeah im so happy!!! congratulation blues!!! im so proud with my boyyysssss <3

ini pertama kali nya chelsea menang piala UEFA loh.. 

jadi chelsea itu kemarin pas final lawan club bayern muchen, di kandang munchen loh main nya, tapi menang HUAHAHAHAHA YESSS we will forever remain the pride of London, first London club to win :"")

blue is the colour, football is the game, we’re all together and winning is our aim, so cheer us on through the sun and rain cause Chelsea, Chelsea is our name!

KEEP THE BLUE FLAG FLYING HIGH!!


tapi sedih bgtbgtbgt parah masa kontraknya drogba udah abis:""( dia fix ga perpanjang kontrak dan bakal pindah ke club lain....... oh my god :"( goodbye didier, you re a true chelsea legend and will be forever missed at stamford bridge:"""( <3



THANKS DROGBA. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE BLUE!  :*

time is so precious



waktu itu berharga bgt ya, kalo yg namanya udah nyesel kesempatan buat perbaikin semuanya itu udah tinggal dikit, malah bahkan sering ngga ada. benerbgt kata "someone", jgn pernah tinggalin org yg bnr2 syg sm lo karna lo nantinya bakal nyesel........... huh what should i say? it's too LATE hahahaha yaudah lah biarkan aja jd pelajaran, it's a journey and i learned so much from this journey. semoga aja bsk2 gk kyk gini. 

jatoh 2x di lubang yg sama.. how stupppppppppid? bener2 deh kl mau apa2 itu hrs mikir bnr2 mateng kyk nge rebus ubi.. hrs mateng... wkwkw apadeh.


tapi lo hrs rasain yg namanya
ngeliat org yg prnh lo syg
sekarang syg dan 1000x lebih bahagia pas dia sm tmn lo..
dan lo melihat itu.. setiap hari.. di dpn mata lo..
you don't know what this feels lyk.

im happy with all ur happiness, congratulation! :)

3.08.2012

woooooy broooooooooooh kenapa tiap hari gue kepikiran lo mulu sih? lebay ga sih gue? lebay sih yayayaya tp gmn dong? ah anjing lo jahat bgt ah!

btw gue lg uas dan bsk hari terakhir... AYAYEYEY!! dan guess what? gue ga remed geografi woy dan satu kelas cuman gue yg ga remed AHAHAHAHAHAAHA amazing gk sih? dan tebak lagi... bhs inggris gue 90 :-) hehehehehe.. smg nilai2 yg lain gk jeblok guys T_T

TAPI TETEP AJA WOY SETIAP LIAT MUKA LO NYESEK AJA GITU RASANYA PGN GUE GARUK PAKE KOREKAN KUPING! ups sorry caps jeblok.........

3.07.2012

KEEP THE BLUE FLAG FLYING HIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
akhir2 ini gue selalu kepikiran sama si "doi" deh wkakakak :& gue ngerasa dosa dan bersalah bgt waktu itu, baru sadar setelah 8 bulan kemudian gitu? terus berharap doi mau memaafkan gue dan mengulang semuanya, tapi ternyata udah gabisa hahaha nyesek bgt sih ya yg namanya nyesek tuh nyesek parah ya allah lg uts malah galau bgt gila ye siapa suruh labil del? dongo sih udah di kasih yg bener malah di sia sia in:( sampe sekarang aja gue gk nemuin jawaban yg logis dan msk akal knp wkt itu gue pts...

tapi.....thx bgt yah buat lo yg udah menyadarkan gue kalo jd org gaboleh labil dan harus pikir panjang :)

kalo di izinin gue masih bakal terus ngarap dan nunggu, ya walaupun udah pasti ujungnya lebih pait drpd sekarang

3.05.2012

GUYS...............

kehidupan sma gue benar benar berbeda dari kehidupan smp. beda banget. bener2 beda.

banyak bgt yang berubah. semakin besar semakin bego aja cara pemikiran otak gue. semakin besar semakin tai dan semakin egois. gapernah bisa mikir buat ke depan. kenapa gue selalu berfikir cuman buat hari ini? gue ga pernah bisa mikir untuk ke depannya, untuk 2hari ke depan aja gue males mikir. akibat itu timbul lah banyak penyesalan... hah :""""""'''(

OH GOD I STILL HOPE THERE'S A CHANCE TO MAKE HIM LOVE ME BACK.. SERIOUSLSY I REGRET EVERYTHING AND I WANT HIM BACK TO BE MINE. come back,please? :(:(:(:(:(

sumpah demi tuhan gue udah ngarep sm lo... tapi ya tapi hm its too impossible, gue sadarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr kl lo udah jijik sm gue, okay?

baru pertama kali galau nyampe segini nya hahaha, karma's real del.. makanya jgn se enaknya jd org :(



i really don’t think anyone understands how much it sucks. when i still waiting for something and thats never going to happen. sometimes i just sit here and want to cry because i miss him so much. i just cant believe i let you go. why? WHY? i just wish there was a chance to repeat everything. seeing you everyday just fucks me up dude, why am i feeling like this? like seriously, i didn’t realize how much stupid i am yesterday. i need one more chance, come back please? i really fucking miss you.

buat yg di 10 b :)
 

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